Faiths path

If you doubt God he will doubt your faith in him. Your prayers will be answered within time but it will not be delivered instantly. Every prayer has a journey, so does the deliverance of it. You will be challenged by people, obstacles and you may reach the point of breaking but sometimes you must reach your very low before you can experience the blessing of God. Ensure your body is overloaded with the faith of God because, with no faith you are an empty soul roaming alone. 

Remember you must be on the right path for him to steer you in the right direction 

Life

When are we going to understand. We are put on earth to love. It's gods test. A man once said People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart. No man or woman has the power to take life. Life shall only be taken by the creator because he is our beginning and are end. Why must we kill over skin, background or religion. Love one another now because, life is not guaranteed 

L...O....V.....E

Erase those thoughts from your mind " no one loves me" or " no one will ever love me" . But Before you begin to search for love you must Embrace your insecurities which will allow you to love yourself everyday. Then love will find you. Love can not be bought, it can not be forced and it certainly can not be faked. As every letter has a meaning which is priceless: 

L- long lasting 

O- overwhelming 

V- vivacious 

E- enduring

Thug heart to heart

Boy you think it's cool to a gangster rolling around with folk gang banging all day. Well nigga you got that wrong. Those same folk that you call your boys ain't gonna visit you when you wearing this jumpsuit sitting behind these bars. .The only people who gonna visit you are the people's life you destroying ... Your family. See your mama for 15 minutes once a week

Boy do you know what happens when fresh meat comes in to this place... You become a bitch.  They will make you wipe their ass , they will steal your food, they will beat your ass till you bleeding out like a tap and when guard comes ask what happened no one gonna snitch, you either die in your cell or on the streets if you carry on doing what your doing. 

YOU cant leave this place to go shop when you want because your freedom ends as soon as you come in to their house.  we get 1 hour of air a day out of 24 hours, we lose our names and become 1008296 that is my cell number boyy!! Do you want this life?!?

don't you think I wanna go home and see my 2 year old daughter, but I can't because I decided not to listen to mom and look where I am. I don't even know when I'm coming out man! 

Life is to short, so don't end it by yourself 

Stop acting like you grown cause you ain't 

You young do something with your life, stay in school and get an education when you fail try again and if you fail again keep trying I don't care if you gotta take that test 10 times keep going because let me tell you something your somebody, your important but it depends how you decide to live your life. 

Selling drugs, fighting , drinking and smoking don't make you boss! Because 

You wanna be boss don't ya ? So then Conduct yourself as a man that's what makes you a boss.

When you leave this place homie go home and tell mom you love her, hold her hard and let your tears run down your face because that shows the true you. I'm telling you bro you don't wanna come up in here because this is hell on earth. 

Descendent of the Almighty

Yes I am different to the white man, I have bigger lips and a bigger nose but that does not make me... less equal. The fog of death hovers over me because of the colour of my skin... Yes I am black. I still feel the chains upon me when I walk and talk,  My actions are seen different because of the colour of my skin... Yes I am black. Anything I do, I must try twice as hard because of the colour of my skin... Yes I am black. I do not give up because the blood of salves run through my veins and that is why I am strong! 

People please realise we are EQUAL. But Yes I am a proud NEGRO 

Listen to me do you know how hard it is having this colour skin. 

Struggles

You're a very stupid,  stupid individual... Or should I just say your a joke. You sit there complaining about the most irrelevant things, But! you've been given everything on the plate since you were born. you've been cuddled , spoiled and cared for You also have money, a mansion , maids and A FATHER. But you still sit their taking everything for granted because you know daddy will be there to fix it! I am the first person to go to uni in my family, I work two jobs to be able to pay for my accommodation, I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters counting on me to brighten up their future so don't you sit their mopping about your money problems. Tell someone who cares ! 

weak'nd

They say it's impossible to separate a mother from her kids, because the woman who gave birth to you is meant to be your Rock, your shield in battle and your bright light to guide you when all goes wrong. writing this letter was surely not easy, but as my children you deserve to know why my actions have brought me to this decision as if i left in silence I would not be able to forgive my self. 

The man you call your father and the man I call my husband has surely changed through the many years we have been married. I shared the happiest times of my life with him, raising you but these happy times have been executed by a force that I can not explain. Married for 23 according to paper but my heart stop loving him 9 years ago. The feeling of butterfly's when kissing him, the excitement my body went through when being alone had surely vanished in to a existence that I am not aware of. 

I have been sinking like a ship within this relationship just drowning  and drowning until I can't breathe but then the Lord rescuers me in time just for me to catch enough breathe then I go down again. I did not do wrong against your father since the day we met, but he has decided to do wrong against me. 

His knuckles are embed on my arms and chest, my heart feels the bruises throbbing day after day and my back burns. Do not be fooled at what you see, your father is no longer among us, when I look at this pathetic excuses of a man I see the devil standing on top of me, laughing because he knows I'm to weak to do wrong back. 

But I continued praying hour after hour, day after day, week after week, month after month till my prayer was answered. Because God does not deliver the miracle directly to you it's a form of a journey which I stuck in and now I have received. A man called Moses has rescued me. 

I met him one day doing shopping he gave me attention which I had not received for what seemed like a decade. His eyes could read the pain within mine, speaking was not necessary. We carried on meeting when I had free time and then it happened I allowed my body to tested by another man. I know these doings were wrong but I couldn't stop because of the love and affection being showered upon me but before I could terminate this relationship I was with child... Yes you have a little sister on the way. I have decided to call her Rosie Ross after the both of you xxx 

You see my children if I stayed with the devil I could feel this cloud of death hovering above my head were ever I went. But now I have been reborn and I am prepared for the challenges that may arise. Fear not I have not left you if you ever want to see me come to the fourth avenue in bakesvile and I will know when you arrive. 

Love you 

Mum